i found my man, finally

Sept, 27th 2019

i am officially become a wife
di hari Jumat di pekan terakhir di bulan September 2019
akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk menerima keadaan bahwa aku pun harus menghentikan pemikiran - pemikiran dan ketakutan yang belum tentu akan aku hadapi di masa depan
belajar menerima keadaan bahwa hidup memang harus seperti ini
bersyukur dengan dihadirkannya lelaki yang selama 4 tahun lebih ada di dalam drama percintaanku
yang selalu sabar menghadapiku
satu - satunya lelaki yang mampu bertahan atas keanehanku, disaat yang lain menyerah dan menemukan kebahagiaannya
so, how about my love journey before finally i put my last choice to be his wife?
its kinda so long i planned to put it into a book
maybe i will tell it here on my next posting
so i wont forget it

but the point is i am the luckiest girl because i have my husband now.
i love him so much
and thank God
i have our baby now in my belly
i still don't know whether it's girl or boy
but we hope the baby will born as a healthy baby
i love them both
and i also still love my mom who always loves me
i feel so grateful that i didn't end my life (if you still remember my posting in last year)
so, wait for my new post!